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'Berserahlah kepada Juruselamat, yang akan menyembuhkan deritamu' this verse motivate me to move on...no matter what lyfe may gives and bring to me.. 'Kalo suda tiba masa dia kita mau kahwin, kahwin juga kita tu' - by Fr. Michael Modoit.. His homily during my frends Dean and Tenten (Suzanne) wedding day today. Yes! each and everyone of us have our own time.. God is not cruel.. He is the God of LOVE, he Love us and prepare for us the best that he have. I dont deny at this age of mine, entering 24 years old, i'm dreaming of a special guy in my life..getting engage and getting bz wif marriage...imagine the wedding gowns, wedding rings, wedding decorations! who dont isnt it?? but am i prepared enuf to get into this phase of lyfe? financially? physically? mentally? of coz im jelos wif my frends of my age and even younger than me getting engage and married.. but getting married is a lifetime vow to take! and its not simply a vow, it is a vow we will live until the end of our lyfe. i remember reading a note of my friend Aline Lim on this. ' I am not looking for someone to un-single me'. Yes! thats what i mean! its a lifetime vow! and i am now looking for sum1 who really can take me, can carry me, can save me in my times of sickness, happiness, joy, sorrows, dissapointments and the one who are patient wif all my weakneses.. i know i'm quite choosy on dis, but God said he already prepare sum1 for me... and i am made from his ribs.. so, whoever he is, i believe he will love me for who i am. and i am sooo sure that i will love him wif all my lyfe... so to all of my friends who are married, getting married and is wif sum1 special, i pray for your happines and understanding in your relationship. 'Understanding makes the relationship united' - Fr. M. Modoit.. i believe you are happy too right? some foto to share.. more will come!!