Its not easy

Its never been easy.. Even from the beginning of it... My fault for letting everythg happen.. And until now its always my fault. May it be good or bad thing. I have never been good in the eyes of his mom. Yeap.. I may not pretty... Even worst im not from kampong.. I know from the beginning we are not meant to be together if this thing happen continuosly...:( i need strength O Lord! More strength to face everythg! Let time heals.. Let time decide everythg...